nu pochemu?

u know one of those days u want to punch people merely becouse they r existing, couse it just happens to be rainy blue, zleepy thursday when u would rather hide in ur room and preferably sleep, read book, eat sweetes, feel sorry for urself that u r not the nicest person on earth and for other people when u act like a total nagging bitch...well Im having one of those days, but I cannot sit in the corner of my room and fulfill all those activities. instead I av to be communicative and nice, couse its work time now. but its still hard not to be a nagging bitch.
and its defenately not the day to handle enquiries on phone that need great patience and understanding and the only thing I could think is just get on wiv it. Its not that difficult, say yes or no. Sometimes if u wanna do sth u just gonna av to take the risk .. u cant always av 5 just in case safety nets...just do it or dont, as simple as that ...it is actually just as easy as that in the end of the day.
so thats wat Ive been doing today...looking like had a massive party till the morning...thats wat TG meetings do to u ...hmmmz...ath to think about it
actually Im glad to go away for a while to Juelsminde - to do some hard core building work for a week. my brain is totally pickled...no more imagination left. if u wanna kill me mentally thats the perfect way to do it. I mean dont get me wrong its fun to some extent but everybody got limits and need a break from time to time. okok I really suck in working, Im just not the kinda person who could have this one job for ages and build up a career or sleep ur way up there...is there anything anymore pointless then that u could to do...
Where is that deserted island Ive been looking for...I could exist there for a while I guess and just be me....pick berries and just survive, run naked wiv some weird animals or other weird people I would take there with me and talk to pink elehfants as my free time activity....
toilet
cigaret
moaning
being nasty towars people in my thoughts a.k.a bitching