Wednesday, October 19

blue yellow green

Ill write then... Work is over and we are going on doing the prep month for asia. Its been kinda fun but for me still really unusual and I cant yet quite find my place..I mean I got so used to my work rhytm here and now there is no rhythm but more like , study time so if u bother u should study, sports time so if u bother do sports...the only thing that still seems to b the same is breakfast. For example today I went to PTG to watch a film and totally forgot about afternoon course. I avent been in school, I mean real school where u must study and attend courses for such a long time that I kinda forget all the time where Im suppose to be and wat to do...
I av had small blue moment yesterday and a bigger one today...dont really feel like facing anybody... Ive hidden in my room a bit...nothing big just one of those not so happy happy days.
My appetite is dissapearing as days go by...dunno why...Ina already called me anorexic...as a joke I hope :P
So now Ill be off to bed...so this day would end faster b4 I really start hating myself...u know bitchiness and blue days go hand in hand

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