Another study weekend.Its a miracle I am here in the first place and not long gone from Tvind, Dns and all that. I have quit my job in Casablanca nad although it sound easy, it took more then 2 weeks of meetings and many many mental breakdowns for me. I just couldnt anymore...Too much was too much. Well Yesterday apparently was my last day of working there. I spent it painting fence boards for something like 6 hours. Then I did nothing for a while and finally helped with dinner cleanup before leaving. I didnt say anything so I dont even know if the boys know Im not working there anymore. Well it seems like Im the only one trying not to make a big deal of my leaving that job. I dont feel the need to do that. I mean I think 3 weeks is long enough period for quitting a job. Am I glad to get out finally??? oh yes sure. but now theres a question now what????? which will be discussed in the study weekend. I feel like Harry Potter in the 5th book. Everybody staring and talking about you and everytime new people are added I have to explain everything again, defend myself, agree I failed the job...blah blah blah BLAH!!!!!! And teachers convinced I did nothing there since august... I mean thats like a hit in the gut...I mean seruiously common!!! anyway enough of that crap before I get more upset...bloody circus I say !